Monday, February 20, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Thursday, February 9, 2012
The Rapids Are Coming In Force
MEXICAN HOT TOMATO
The Rapids are coming in force
Tearing through the brontal flobe
Slipping and throughout the evening the coasts of far
And the coasts of near
What coast will this be my fingernail
Looking just right down the tip of the finger
The nail
Needs to be trimmed or it has
Significance with the crucifix
The nail at the end of my toes
They keep growing through time
I find that I clip them off into the garden
I can frown at the wonderment of it
Thinking that my toe and finger nails
Are decomposing into the basil and tulips
My gaze goes out the window
There is no one there tonight
Spirits and shadows
They come around on these streets
Gathering at the corners
Especially now that it is heating up
Around town
I sped a look at the tallest tree on the street
The bodega guys have been watering that
Tree with the grease from the days grilling
Tree greased up for summer
I guess it does not bother me two much
I try and let it swoon over my pattern
As though the tree loves to soak in the
Bacon ham Swiss-chi-egg bun oil
These blues can only go round and round
Take that cheese frown
LONELY WILL NOT BE THE WAY
Not
Not
Knot not the not
Not
A weave come in a bounce
One of those wind blown bounces
Where the bow tie of a sweet dames
Blouse flourishes
Like the petals of a tulip getting ripped
Off in a hurricane
This hurricane was a vision of smiles
I saw it a big curl
Swooping like six over grown ravens in an
Orgy
Hovering above the shoulders and sailing
The breath of god
Yes
The yes
The yes
Knot yes
Yes the big yes
Knot
Eyelashes as humming wings
Revved up for that night of getting that
Sucking and puffing up that boisterous
Chest made of sand dunes and
1987 setting suns
In the moonless morning Brooklyn too
There sat a great bunch of ants
Without a hill
Ants with white wings-swift see through
Wings
Attached like sockets
Pistons on a buck-stallion wild on
Plains
These winged ants grew by the
Numbers overwhelming and started to swarm
A flock of a storm swooping up a
The sweet breeze curl
Fluffed up in a stationary hurricane
The winged bastards few and crawled over each
Other in a clamoring confused mob
They came through cracks in the floor
I yelled out
WE NEED A FLOOR MAT
The elastic flock and scratched bite come from
Places only dust could fit through
I hollered
WE NEED A CARPET
They started to bite
And did not stop
Instead of dust building up on old books
And wood figures
It was white winged ants
Sinking their teeth and clampers into
Any flesh that stood or lay
THE MOMENTS WIDE
Split ache
When all I can do is zip up and stay
When all I can do is leather up and soul
When all I can do is blink my eyes
When all I can do is hold out my arms
When all I can do is turn up the volume
When all I can do is ride into the rain
When all I can do is gaze into the sea
Of your eyes
Celebrate
When all I can do is run up and down
Imagine the wild weeds crawling up
The old fence pealing with rust
Liquid heat and turning pumps
These leafy green smooth bottom weeds
Plop out pollen that can be sucked in
By the cat
All the while I know not
The diamonds of filth
In time I will release some large breath
That wobbles the flight of eagles
FAT TOWN
The bar serves up trophies
Out chasing until the make-up
Runs
My hands find the soft meadow
Of curves and machine gun thighs
While telling stories of wars I have never seen
Shutting down the soul
And sucking the heart right off the bone
From the Bronx
From Japan
From across the street
She was old
She was young
She had five children
She did not want any
She wanted the shine
She could not decide
She had to many
The rich man will not give up his coat
With a whistled complement to the
Beast in the coat
With nothing at this joint but
Over crowded tacos
Yet your magic words will unlock
The door
I have created a monster
I have sounded the horn
I have shoveled my teeth into my own flesh
I have cursed the wretched
HOT CHOCOLATE
There was garbage stuck in the
Free magazine dispenser
Squished between snow and smeared ink
Tear into some other part of this world to
Feel the same
If I stop twisting
If I stop sighing
If I stop my running
Bones just turn to dirt
Yet
Holy shit
That happens anyways
Go
Stellar bliss
It is dirty here
Between the stories
Real dirty
Some sort of weird headspace
Where the vast universe closes in
And it is dogs
Just pissing everywhere
The hope of how loud it is in space
Wicked loud
How loud it is in the ocean
And how loud the train that is going
Somewhere without my skin sack of bones
Going on by
To the consciousness of teeth and
Blind eyes that bulge
Swirling swears so loud on a Sunday morning
That it makes pretty white girls cringe
RH
Rain it eats my bike
Rain it makes hard green trunks grow
Through the rust and soil
MOTORCYCLE
Dark deserts with shadow bones
Dancing along
Turning out the shooting stars
One after another and one more
For the blind man
My greatest fate will be describing the
Vibration that comes with a shooting star
Over old best friend beach in Massachusetts
Spinning a big catch of kisses
Twirling out a meteorite that will
Pummel the
Flesh to the melting point
FULLLY CLOTHED IN A FIT
It all turned out like this
Beautiful
Or
Falling over and getting up
Yes oh yes and wake
Women falling over
Spilling their lips
The drinks kept coming
With the turn of the hours
They kept pouring down
Like a shadow in fast motion
As the coming dawn
Saints take to the streets with
Whiskey and sunglasses
They take to the hills
The rise of morning and my blood
Is murk
WEIRD EAR
I heard something weird in my ear
So I leaned harder into it
Into the soup of your whisper
THIRTEEN DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS
The storm can take the spirits
The storm can close ones eyes to the
Outside world
Shut ones eyes and it can be a treacherous
Dinner alone in memory of
Wandered off about exhaustion
Then I had a dream
My Road Dog and myself
Tromping around redneck compounds
With motorbikes and muscle cars
Waiting in aloof for
Rust rain
Or to be
Drag raced with the neighbor
Me
Road Dog and myself
Lurked around the yards
The compounds
The rednecks went along watching
Television and throwing
Bones to the hounds
Road Dog and myself
Found a motorbike that opened our eyes
I wanted to check it out myself so we stealth
Over across the grown yard
A hound came after us
I knew the rednecks would be cocking there
Guns
With all the beautiful machines laying around
We booked it out of there
Bolts of bones
All the brush and bush was overgrown
I made it 50 yards out into the overgrow
Then all of a sudden a bush
Grabbed my bones and I
Fell in motion
A face full in front of where my hands lay
A snarling alligator
Split seconds then he had my arm
Bone in his mouth
I made it to my feet
Screaming and thrashing
With this beast lock jawed to my
Arm bone I could feel the crunch
And the mush
I screamed
Road Dog was in the distance
I took out my pocketknife
Took a large swipe
Right behind the gators
Spine to skull spot
With a slash swoop
His body left his head
Limp
Dead
I unlocked his jaw from my
Arm bone
Trophy
Grandpa was on the phone
I am glad you cut the gators head off
I saved the alligators head
The rednecks no longer cared
And went back to the television
Their hounds got into other distractions
THE BIG PICTURE
Space
To fill with a mess
Tea made after tea made
Just ought to grow a tree of tea
In certain climates
Dead winter New York
The ground freezes
The dog shit is frozen
The spit freezes
With all imperfections the parks close
All the telephones are without wire
And there is love
Exist
Clementine and sickness making out
Imperfections whilst not picking the scabs
This reality with the choices of tea
Focus on the prick
The cacti with its stationary
Yet
My feet can carry my belly to the thorn
Only the tornado can take the
Truck and the splinters
We can
We
I can drive the truck
What I figured out
While cursing the cold
But I was going to get ice cream
The knife really has been dull
For the past twenty years
Yet it looks great and I
Carry it and it opens boxes up on
Boxes of boots
Oh the clementine
Pounds of them
SOLSTACE
S
T
A
Y
We fell through tremendous
Train stations
Filled with muck
A rainy day river rushing across
Electric brown eyes
I pull at the maddening dream
It was breakfast in bed of the
Never tomorrow
She said we could walk out together
But I am going this way and
You are going that way
We fell hard through a hill in Boston
I do not walk with a cane but
I try to leave my tent at every stop
I walk with sharp limps and flowing kites
Someday I will eat everyday in bed
Your radical smile will be the only thing
Left when I become a stem of thorns
My heart pumped out lost umbrellas
Clouds let loose
Their spears and I dodged
Until I was hit by your lips
Best
I am leaving paradise to go to a
Better paradise
Across the river
So I went under and I got there
Right in a pressure cooker
With old teeth rotted away in
Vintage books
Editions lost by the
Happiest librarian ever
Ever
Kicking in your dreams
-Endless kicks-
We booted up
Her hair like waves
Coming to the beach
We took to the island
Sat in a basement and handled
The rifles
Working the mag and working the mag
And lining the sight
Tiger has a good eye
They told you how to hold freedom
One desert wind will present the echo
Shadow and Echo
Hand and Hand
Her smile flickered like a star-
A milky star
Coordinates
Some how the carnival smells like fun
Grim fun all wintery-mist
Dark rise of a skeleton sun
Robbed of glory from a wild battle
The others went off into the
Sickness of the babe
How long must this prolong the
Desire
Of circuits buzzing and switching
Lights and caravans of your yesterdays
I do not like to eat in the subway
The murk
The cloud which skulls underground
Puddles and crumbs and not hotness or
Cakes
Unless my dear comrades
Unless we bring the damn cake
Then I look to the front past the dull
And there next to some high heals
Cake
The damn cake sits dripping
Brushing on some make up
Chanel makeup
Commander
Prison Envelopes
Are really just doodles during the day
Decorated with a since of
Demanding facial and eternal self
Look at all that leather
About to pounce onto the feet
Doodles-Right at my fingertips are
Mad pens and tiny sheets of paper
And a computer
And a stack of paper bags
And tiny speakers
And it is on shuffle
And
The butter
The puddles
Its angelic weekend of fury
Also means
I am eating candy bars for days and
All day long
She said
We will always be a little bit shitty
Taking the sobs and throwing them
In the wash
My friends Kyle and Simon were
Still house partying in
Los Angeles
I was here this morning
Wearing a sweat-suit and gearing up my
Laundry breakfast
I tried to look deeper
Work Is
All about the money
Making it
Holy great
Getting a gig
That is enjoyable
And presenting peace to the hood
My goodness digging deep in
Piling up my heart and booting up
Riding out old desert dreams
Of dry heat
Burning and kicking up in Snoqualmie
We sucked each other
I sloshed bones thick
With blizzard muck-
I turned out the moon
October Fancy
Old pirate lurking around the art show
Laugh you good
Barkeep stares at the phone
Till the glasses go
Clank to empty
Then the pizza scramble
The lost youth of every major holiday
Phone-buzz and rotted television
Because there aint no band
Unattained speakers
But I can look
Choking
From the mind of the spinning
Bar across town but first this one
Under the bridge then
Near the BQE puddle of lust
It is your old meat loaf
S
T
A
R
SHIPS
Starships are grounded
Smoothies from hell
What to do from screaming birth
Injected our howls into
Horns of brass and animals
They have written love over all the walls
Chinese delivery in the blizzard is a
Chant of the gods
It Is
It’s the most romantic story of all
Happened from separate hometowns
From opposite states
Then one October night in Cambridge
Massachusetts
The girl that turned into a cacti-
Slowly over time
In the desert
Shh Owls
Open heartedness
The darkness birthed only
Angelic waves
Of your vibrations
A twisted and thorn-road
But it is freedom and it is
A wobbly dance and
Wet basement in Brooklyn
Where I am hustling boots and shoes
For a buck
-A buck to eat
To have an apartment
Wine
And whiskey and a wild dance
With the kids swamping the subway for
A trip to lust
Legs and asses and they are reaching
And grabbing for leather
Laid Out For The Buzzards
Long Island like a grill
Miles of fleshy sand wobblers
Off to the woods to carve out
A self-portrait among the bark and moss
Trans versing the valley road
At riveting speeds
Be refreshed
You say baby
You say I am ok
I watch as the crooked take to the streets
Cash is thrown from the upstairs windows
In video game bags
Its dark and lies and shadows and
The bikers bark and mufflers crack
Nobody looks to long
Once a screaming baby
Played in that window
Now its money thrown down
Juice
F ull
Flesh
Fly by
I stood on the front porch in the hometown
Counting the lightning bolts
Trying to catch them in my teeth
A distant ballad of thunder
While others in the hometown
Watched their fire
Crowded in the wind
Desire of go
Go
Go
And just throwing it at a glass
Makes you more or less
Paper Scotch
The whiskey burns right though
Paper cups
Burning right through the was and cups
Staring while
Some sad song is played
Letting the rot eat out all the women
Kids run around looking for change-
And I just want
Some midnight pie
Ride hard
Little ones on their pops
Wings across the avenue
Their flashlights against the pump
Ride hard
Hood to hood
Lost in the digital flowers
Avocado Mad-head
The subtle way
Boot up Brooklyn
Freckle on the bottom of the foot-foot
Flash in the dark
Swiftly quiet from
Arrival to arrival
The camera broke in front
Of all the girls
They shivered back to the bar
Then I was ripped from
The parking lot
By the show-time countdown
When I am back-gone
Head first with no specials coming
No lonely specials
Just stained ships
Burned ropes which
Were attached to the
Escape ships
My eyes fell hard
I jolted and there
From out a scud window
The steadfastness of
East West and whirling like
A loaf of bread on wheels
Screaming seeds hollering in delight
Pop
Silence-no one was screaming
Was I awake or
Thrown down a mad dash to freedom
As in the empty parking lot
Wedge curbs
Your sweet curve
Sleeping-chaffed to oblivion
Dust blown from Nazareth
Split out of Bethlehem
Like a madman
I could feel my socks
Misty Together Eyes
Adjusted in red
Leg over leg over
Sweet cheek
Forehead to the board
To feel the wood-grain
Turn to mutt
Thunderous memory
Cracked and splintered
By zapping past the tree line
My eyes throbbed-I enjoyed the motion
Fast so fast
Thunderous-soar-radio-Digital-sonic-
Waves of throbbed
Thunderous-seeker-
Face to the sky-spit
D
Rain
Pot P
From you lips
Quieted storms-quiet stir behind the
Ribcage
I was having a feeling
Must be love
I know because
It is voltage coming
Justin Johnson
Written over a period of year
2010-2011
The Rapids Are Coming In Force